I've been thinking lately that I want more.
Something is missing, I'm capable of so much more in my life I think.
I want (need) to be out of that cubicle life and into the country and woods. I want to walk out onto a deck with my coffee and a view. I want to sit at my kitchen island and work in the morning with a cup of coffee and a plan. I want my own business, to support myself wherever home might be at the moment. I want fresh air and sunshine. I want to do what I love and help other people live their best lives. I want to wake up each day excited about what I get to do that day for work. I want to make my life fit ME rather than make me fit my life.
Some people may say that wishing and dreaming is a waste of time, that it will never happen. I don't believe in the word never, and I don't believe in limiting myself. I think that if I can dream it then I can make it happen, I just need to buckle down and create a plan and stick to it. Sometimes I feel like I'm spinning in circles and have no idea what the hell I'm doing, but I keep on trucking. One foot in front of the other, one step at a time and I'll get there. Maybe not tomorrow (one thing you'll learn about me is that patience is not my strong suit), but I have a plan and a timeline. Yoda said, "Do or do not, there is no try" and truer words were never said. I can do this, and I'm hoping that you'll come along for the ride.